Nice one ...

To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet that's my stuff - Yes
If I bought it nigga please don't touch
And keep talking that mess, that's fine
But could you walk and talk at the same time
And It's my mine name that is on that Jag
So remove your bags let me call you a cab

Standing in the front yard telling me
How I'm such a fool - Talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone
And call up on that chick and see if she is home
Oops, I bet ya thought that I didn't know
What did you think I was putting you out for?
Cause you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby you dropped them keys hurry up before your taxi leaves
Standing in the front yard telling me
How I am such a fool - Talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I will have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

So since I’m not your everything
How about I'll be nothing
Nothing at all to you
Baby I wont shead a tear for you
I won't lose a wink of sleep
Cause the truth of the matter is
Replacing you is so easy

To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left

To the left
To the left

Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

I'll be - Edwin McCain

As I Mature....

THINGS YOU'D LOVE TO SAY OUT LOUD AT WORK

1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of crap.
2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce.
3. How about never? Is never good for you?
4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public.
5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way.
6. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter.
7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message.
8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant.
9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a word you're saying.
10. Ahhh...I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again...
11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid.
12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers.
13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn.
14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth.
15. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you.
16. Thank you. We're all refreshed and challenged by your unique point of view.
17. The fact that no one understands you doesn't mean you're an artist.
18. Any connection between your reality and mine is purely coincidental.
19. What am I? Flypaper for freaks!?
20. I'm not being rude. You're just insignificant.
21. It's a thankless job, but I've got a lot of Karma to burn off.
22. Yes, I am an agent of Satan, but my duties are largely ceremonial.
23. And your crybaby whiny-assed opinion would be...?
24. Do I look like a people person?
25. This isn't an office. It's Hell with fluorescent lighting.
26. I started out with nothing & still have most of it left.
27. Sarcasm is just one more service we offer.
28. If I throw a stick, will you leave?
29. Errors have been made. Others will be blamed.
30. Whatever kind of look you were going for, you missed.
31. I'm trying to imagine you with a personality.
32. A cubicle is just a padded cell without a door.
33. Can I trade this job for what's behind door #1?
34. Too many freaks, not enough circuses.
35. Nice cologne. Must you marinate in it?
36. Chaos, panic, & disorder-my work here is done.
37. How do I set a laser printer to stun?
38. I thought I wanted a career; turns out I just wanted a salary

Being a WOMAN

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..
one old love she can imagine going back to...and one who reminds her how far she has come...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants to - or needs to...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a youth she's content to leave behind....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....
a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .....
a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....
one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....
a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a
meal that will make her guests feel honored...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a feeling of control over her destiny...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to fall in love without losing herself..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
HOW TO QUIT A JOB,
BREAK UP WITH A LOVER,
AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
when to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that she can't change the length of her calves,
the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that her childhood may not have been perfect...but its over...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she would and wouldn't do for love or more...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to live alone... even if she doesn't like it...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
whom she can trust,
whom she can't,
and why she shouldn't
take it personally...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
where to go...
be it to her best friend's kitchen table...
or a charming inn in the woods...
when her soul needs soothing...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she can and can't accomplish in a day...a month...and a year...

What goes around ...

i've been TAGGED!

Ok ... dis itself is WEIRD! cowboy tagged me ... and ....
I have to choose 6 people to be tagged! I could hardly pass one! I'll fish ... i don't do rules, so breaking this regulation won't get me fined or be sentenced to jail, rite?

RULES:People who are tagged should write a blog post of 6 weird things about them as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says 'you are tagged' in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

And the story begins ...

1. I do blogs just for my own pleasure ... in other words, i talk to myself. Now you see why i can't pass thru 1.

2. Janine thinks eating half boiled chicken is disgusting and only weirdos does it, but i love it. I don't care if it looks like a dog's food. I think it's healthy!

3. I can smoke 3 packets of a cigarettes continously, without taking a rest. Especially when i'm caught up with good ol' friends.
AND.... not smoke for next few days ....
My galfrenz thinks i'm a chain smoker ... I think their company is great.

4. Janine always says i only attract the weirdos (guys) that's why i always end up being the one being dumped! hahah.... well, i don't do the math. What's new on that?! This one! I strongly agree ... i always get the weirdos ....... where the f* did they all come from?! NO F* CLUE ON THAT, boy...! jeez...

5. I sleep with either a duvet or blanket over my face ... I don't feel suffocated or have any difficulty in breathing. Those you have slept on the same bed as i do .. says i've been body bagged.

6. Hmmm.... i don't think i am WEIRD! I think i am just one of a kind ... like my name, "nO Comparison"

i'm tagging the one who TAGGED me ... will dat do? and a weirdo to go with it ...
cowboy
harman

join the club?
manja
lennymarlina

Love and Dreams - frm Christy

to love, you become vulnerable and not to love you become indifferent.
to dream you become colorful and not to dream you become monotonous.
the palettes of your life, in which you hope one day you can paint a masterpiece with.
the painting will be the legacy of your life.
The beauty of which lies not in the strokes but the beliefs behind.
the beauty of dreams is not how far you can fly but the belief you can and
the beauty of love is not how much you embrace but how much you can give to embrace.
to love your dreams are one of the most important assets of life and
to dream your love, the sweetest moments that can make you cry

we might not see the stars yet they are always there..
but if you have time to look up the sky at twilight,
you will see the most beautiful frame,
where the stars hanging on the background,
drawing love as your inspiration,
you can paint your dreams with its heavenly colors
and the beauty of it all, is not to see with your eyes.

-- Kisses....Chris

From a Dear Fren ... Christy. Thx babe ...

MAYONNAISE JAR and 2 CUPS OF COFFEE

i got this from a forum mate. i thought it was quite meaningful..

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day is not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.

He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full.. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.

He asked once more if the jar was full.

The students responded with a unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things - God, family, children, health, friends, and favorite passions -- things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else -- the small stuff.

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room ! for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life.

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you.

So... Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play With your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner.

Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.

"Take care of the golf balls first -- the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."

moi (mwa)

All the time to myself.
Taking my time to live.
I'm enjoying the quietness of silence.
So peaceful to my surrounding.

Stroking my cat ...
Tenderness underneath my palm ....
So relaxing by the touch of his fur ....
Very calming to my soul.

Through Glass

stone Sour



Through Glass

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel? that is the question
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in,
describing what you see

Remember what you're staring at is me
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed

All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real, so much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
contaminating everything

We thought came from the heart,
But never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises (no more sad voices)

Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember its just different from what you've seen.

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you

And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you

And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you

And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah
Who are the stars?
Who are the stars?
They lie…

"Coffee Stains"

When things never go according to plan ...
Dinner dates postpone to later time ...
Best friend cancelling on you ... coz boyfriend wants a sH*g.

Flt delays more than just for hours ....
Not having ample sleep ... and your whole day ruined.
Forgotten your wallet and miss the train that'll arrive you in time.
Miss placed your important reports that needed to hand in on your deadline ...

When the one you rely on, disappoint you time to time ...
Promising empty promises that was never delivered ...
Believing someday, that it will ....
But it never did.

Brush off the flaws ... to perfect picture
Hoping and praying with time ... through patience
Exhausted over time .... when nothing delivered
Heavy long breathe out ... and sighed*...
Just another bump through the sloppy rides

Freshness of the morning air ...
Feeling the crispy taste of morning dew ....
Quiet serenity .... peaceful to please
Wish the world pause for a moment to ponder the stillness of calamity.

Aroma coffee to smell ...
Tasting the roasted beans in air ....
Hmmm .... a pleasant day indeed, with my favourite coffee, in hand.

The PrataMan

What a shame, dear stranger ...
You have lived many years, planning your dreams ...
Struggled your way making your alms ...
Now you got where you are ... you got you wasted.

Many accounts, you convinced many others' you've changed.
And on every movie clip you play your role,
you never remember your spoke.

You are one hell of a wasted human being.
Of coz, you don't think so ...
Coz, your movie made a hit
And you are enjoying the perks and the limelight.

When the curtains close down ...
Darkness engulfs you ...
Your vision will come, full on.
Then .... I hope you will find you, before you hit the floor.

Don't think, that the one that is close to you is closer to you.
And one that is further ... is the furtherest from you.
That's when we all can be wrong.

May you find truth in your heart ... straight to your skull.

tot about you today ...

I had memories of you ...
I think I miss you ...
I wish, it hadn't ended that way.

I'm sorry for being too hard on you ...
You push me to.
I wish, you were more understanding and compassionate
All that about you, it's never you.

You displayed someone else other than you.
How could you ...
You put on a facade that fits you so well.
I was so deceived ...
Deceived by your convoluted way.

I know, perfection never existed but it can be invented.
You invented a perfect picture ... with no flaws, with no lines ...
An image no one can imagine.
How is that possible?
I asked several times but you dodged it damn well.

Good on you ....
I doubt it will bring you any further from where you already are.
However, Good luck, on your coming adventures.

In need? well... indeed!

They all come back when they are in need ...
And be gone ... well, indeed.

Please don't bother.
I don't need you, not now, not at all.
I left you be, just like how you want it to be.
Why bother me now?
You know whom to look for, when you are in need ...
And when you get what you want ...
And got what you want ...
You leave, without telling ....

Sweet....

Is that fair?
Isn't that right?
I feel obliged to help ...
As much as I do not wish to help ...
Coz, for old time sake ...
I let the past not to trail ...

Leave me alone.
I'm doing just fine, fine indeed.
Don't shake my world.
I like it as it is.

Please, once again.
Leave me be, just the way you wanted it to be.

Vivir...!

Why do you keep hanging on to the past?
Why do you keep reminiscing?
Isn't it time to move on....
Isn't it time to move forward......
Isn't it time to grab all the opportunities that's laid out for you.......
Do you want to be constantly reminded of things that was once yours........
Do you want to be constantly reminded of things that never meant to be.........
Just live .... !
Live your life for a better tomorrow.
And you'll see ....

Vida ...

I wish there's lots more to life than just this.

Sometimes, looking back where my friends are I realise how much time I have lost by not being there.

So much of things I have missed out.

Changes in them, achievements that they are proud of.

Laughters that I missed out.

Movements in their life.

Plans that they've achieved and achieving much more.

Being in this part of the world has its perks but not more to life that I expect that I could benefit from and store them in the chambers of my heart.

To laugh than to grief.

I wish I could leave my responsibilities behind and have a laughter that I've missed.

To smile and to tease.... to be playful again. Feeling the breeze on my face, feeling light from the grace.

I am so tired being strong for my friends, that I left no strength to even lift my face.

Why am I allowing myself to hurt this way, why am I even believing that there's hope someday.

I am so tired.. so tired with the routine of my life.

Living seems purposeless.

I am so sick, looking forward for tomorrow and what more for the future.

And I beginning to hate everything and everyone that's around me.......

Why are people so blessed with good things

Why is it that they can have most of what they want

Why is it that they are allowed to be happy.... why?

And why did I even allow myself to be here...

Please, don't let this anger and hatred grow within me, breathe and release.

Accept and change ..... for life is what I make out if it.

It's a choice and not by force.

I want to listen to my heart.

But it is this heart that dampen the spirit and my hope.

What have I left ... *sigh*

The past ...

You were in running spree from a person whom you thought you knew.

You were trying to free yourself from the vicious claw that it blew your guts even from returning home. Every minute you sense his presence nearing you and every minute you mentally try to free yourself.

You became an intimidated person whom leaps away from reality but in reality, you felt like he's the trap and your home is where he harvest those traps.

You became an unsocialize person from his curfew and you almost lost some of your friends as he's like a guardian angel who persists to know your whereabouts, until you have to lie countless times. He don't really care about your friends and he doesn't care if you care about your friends. You are his .... entirely ..... for himself .....

Your life crumbles down very fast as you totally change in millions of ways, your life has no freedom, your life is to submit to him, and all he wants you to be is by his side no matter if its for your benefit or for your waste.

Your social life crumbles too as too much curfew were set and too much restrictions were fenced.

You soon realize that your life had just been ruined only by one man whom you fell in love for nothing .... truly for nothing ..... As you soon realized that you have to get the hell out of this life before you become a cucumber who sits still in the fridge and only 'used' when needed. So how did you free yourself....??? By mentally psychoing you out to be forceful and courageous. And that's where he withers and dies out of your life.

He changed to be a better man when he's not with you. Leave him be, for the better of him. Life has given you a second chance, live it, learn by it and use it for a better self, for tomorrows to come. You are better off without him. Smile and the world will smile with you, laugh and the world will laugh with you. Prove yourself, not for others but for you. You are your own challenge ... challenge yourself to be the best that you can ever BE. An achievement truly seek.

You Twisted My Life ....

I know you've made up your mind about not coming back........
Isn't there anything that I could do or say to change things the way they are?...
What happened? Where did it go wrong?
Did I say something that made you want to leave......
Was it, my anger towards you made you turn your back at me,even though you have that much of love for me.
Well, I guess now you know how sorry I am, for misbehaving at such a manner.....
Yes, I had all that anger, but did you not consider what lead to the other.....
You think I'm having all that fun provoking you.
Yes, I love you so much....... so much that I don't keep any for myself, I let all of my love flow right through me for you........ did you not see that?
I made plans leaving my life all behind so I can be closer to you.
It won't be that long. We came this far, I'm sure we can wait a little bit longer and soon we can be in one place making our lives possible.
Yes, we have our differences, and we can sort our differences, if we both want to.
But, you took the easy way out.....
You said you weren't ready...
And I wasn't sure what you meant.
I could only speculate, why........and maybe.....
Maybe for you, "I am not the one"
As I thought so much, every single day in my life, that you are the one...... for me.
And I thank God for bringing us together.
But now........
I am so ashame to know that I am so wrong.
What was I thinking? silly me!
I wonder if my friends that I call friend are laughing at me for standing-up for him, now that he's already gone. She sang that song to me....." I told you so".
I just wanted to be love and to be in love.
I feel so liberated being with him.
And I longed for this day to come, and I screwed it up.
I never thought this day would come.
I never thought or ever imagine a day without him and never close to possibility.
I was so comfortable, I felt I finally have a place to call home there being in your heart. But........
I was just a fool to believe in that, looking back, no one ever did. Why would this one stay?
I guess I have only me, myself and I.
I'm sorry that I beg you stay, maybe you were right, probably down the road, in years to come ......... we might not be suitable for each other, likewise you said.
Maybe you had other intention, maybe.........
Whatever that intention are, I hope it was for your best.
As for me, it's all same old same.
Nothing about getting use to, I'm already immuned to it.
What's new? People come, people go...... that's life, isn't it?

The wise one will say,
"Only the fools will rush in".
Estoy un poco triste
Lo siento,lo dice hice sin querer
Estoy enamorado a de
Creo que estamos bien juntos

For everyOne out there ...

Beautifully stated....
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to
ever let you down probably will.

You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder
every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours
was broken.

You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose
someone you love.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never
been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of
happiness you'll never get back.

"Don't be afraid that your life will end,
be afraid that it will never begin."