You Twisted My Life ....

I know you've made up your mind about not coming back........
Isn't there anything that I could do or say to change things the way they are?...
What happened? Where did it go wrong?
Did I say something that made you want to leave......
Was it, my anger towards you made you turn your back at me,even though you have that much of love for me.
Well, I guess now you know how sorry I am, for misbehaving at such a manner.....
Yes, I had all that anger, but did you not consider what lead to the other.....
You think I'm having all that fun provoking you.
Yes, I love you so much....... so much that I don't keep any for myself, I let all of my love flow right through me for you........ did you not see that?
I made plans leaving my life all behind so I can be closer to you.
It won't be that long. We came this far, I'm sure we can wait a little bit longer and soon we can be in one place making our lives possible.
Yes, we have our differences, and we can sort our differences, if we both want to.
But, you took the easy way out.....
You said you weren't ready...
And I wasn't sure what you meant.
I could only speculate, why........and maybe.....
Maybe for you, "I am not the one"
As I thought so much, every single day in my life, that you are the one...... for me.
And I thank God for bringing us together.
But now........
I am so ashame to know that I am so wrong.
What was I thinking? silly me!
I wonder if my friends that I call friend are laughing at me for standing-up for him, now that he's already gone. She sang that song to me....." I told you so".
I just wanted to be love and to be in love.
I feel so liberated being with him.
And I longed for this day to come, and I screwed it up.
I never thought this day would come.
I never thought or ever imagine a day without him and never close to possibility.
I was so comfortable, I felt I finally have a place to call home there being in your heart. But........
I was just a fool to believe in that, looking back, no one ever did. Why would this one stay?
I guess I have only me, myself and I.
I'm sorry that I beg you stay, maybe you were right, probably down the road, in years to come ......... we might not be suitable for each other, likewise you said.
Maybe you had other intention, maybe.........
Whatever that intention are, I hope it was for your best.
As for me, it's all same old same.
Nothing about getting use to, I'm already immuned to it.
What's new? People come, people go...... that's life, isn't it?

The wise one will say,
"Only the fools will rush in".
Estoy un poco triste
Lo siento,lo dice hice sin querer
Estoy enamorado a de
Creo que estamos bien juntos