Mother's Love ...

Mom ...

Where were you, when i needed you most?

Why did you leave when i was still little,

Dad, was there... not all the time.

But, it's him that i've known all my life.

Dad, took over your place, after you left.

He was lost,

donno wat to do with me when you were gone.

Dad, did his best that he could to watch me grow.

He never spoke about you.

Neither did you.

Mom...

There's no need for forgiveness to ask.

I will understand whatever your reason was.

Though, your reason for leaving you never spoke about.

But you can't expect a mothers' and a daughter relationship in any time.

Coz, i have learnt to live without you and without your love.

Mom...

All my friends and people i've known have a mom, unlike me.

You left me crying in silence, wishing that i have my own, like the others'

But, it's okay mom, Allah had a bigger plans for us.

I accept that with open arms.

I will never question Almighty for his action and this destine that's designed for us.

But mom ...

Rest assure, i always have you in my prayers.

May Allah forgive you for that you did intentionally or unintentionally.

I'm sure there's some regrets in you for doing what you've done.

Don't worry mom,

Though i have no interest in you, like how i have for dad,

You are and you will always be my mom who brought me in,

into this world.

Jazakhallahu khairan, oh ummi.

May Allah have mercy in your soul and reward your other kindness.