Home again ...

I was home two days ago...
Met a few good friends and did a few errands, as usual...
Squeeze a little time for a stanger too.

I did not make an attempt to go see my aunt or any family members'
Or to inform anyone other than my close ones that I was home.
I stayed in the hotel, the view that I had, was magnificent ... mermerising too...

The stillness of the night, fills the empty soul with peace.
The quietness, with loneliness ...
Home feels like, no longer a home.
I love home, that's where i lay my foot ...
The air, that I breathe in ...

But, it's no home to me, not anymore ...
I only feel pain when I am there ...
I only think of hurt when I am there ...

So much has happened...
All that, in the past ...
And I still feel it ...
Why? Maybe I am still holding on ...
In my thoughts, and carry it in my heart.

I want to look away from familiar places
And familiar faces ...
Faces that pinned darts in my head ...
And buried hurtful words in my heart ...

Sigh ...
Bad thoughts ... bad thoughts.
Please go away...
Coz, i want to be home again.
Home with my friends ...
And my love ones ...