Scrap Of my Past

Scrap Of my Past
Still haunts me till now.
Hush away ... but still remains as it is.

It's been a decade, and still ...
Why wouldn't it go away?
I buried you deep down ...
Recondite in historiography

I have to gather guts ...
Constant prayers in thoughts ...
Seeking protection from God
To have you there, face to face.

I feel fearful, having you in my thoughts.
Whatmore, in sight.

I'm sorry we can't friends.
Not now, not anymore.
I don't see you as you are ...
For I wish, but I just coudn't.

I wish you well ...
I really do.
You made it this far ...
This well.

Good for you ...
Good on you ...
Take care and your well being.